Wandering Mind...

Random thoughts, experiences, observations, views, desires, ideas, humor, inspirations, emotions, insights...ahhh whatever! With a touch...of the WORD!!

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Lost in Overflowing Self Aspects...

It's sunset again and my oh my! I'm quite disorganized today and I'm wondering why?.., perhaps I've been spending too much time on looking at myself, in my room, on my desk, in my work, and bragging about me in my tomorrow. Hey! too many "my's" there, wait a minute!..(Gasp!) I don't know who I am now! I became soo busy attending to my tasks and keeping up with the world of different influencial individual, for my namesake and now...'hate to admit it!, but I'm LOST! What went wrong?., What did I missed?? I thought I was so focused!
Then...my phone alarmed...DING!!..it was a text, "Papa uwi ka aga....pasalubong".......and...WHOA!! That's IT!!! I was full of myself and was very self-focused. what a selfish brat I was! Gosh! I fail to noticed the presence of inspirations that sorrounds me where I derived my true strength.
OH my GOD!...I missed!......I'm out of here....ciao!

Wala lang....tamang senti.....



Verse-Meal
He who gain his life shall loose it, He who loose his life shall gain it!

....The verse in the BOOK escapes me, neverheless, it healed a selfish self......

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

My First...

There are so many first in my life that molded me into who I am today....and some still being practice the way it was then...Let me enumerate some of those FIRST that tickled me the most...

First award..
Batang Magalang...I've got it because of too much used of "po" and "opo". I grew up mingling with my relatives from Marinduque, it was my mother's place, to where I got the polite expressions. Ang hirap alisin sa system ko..minsan nga eh..kaedad ko lang yung tao...gumagamit pa rin ako ng "opo".....and instead of being respectful..., insulting na yata yun, hindi na batang magalang...whew!.....Bastos na matured...hehehe

First Crush...
Edith ang ngalan nya, we were kindergarten then....She is cute!!(syempre noh!) Has a kinky hair and very expressive eyes. I just couldn't figure out the trembling i got everytime she is looking and smiling at me. Minsan I followed her secretly nung uwian na namin, sinundo sya ng mama nya, nag tri-cycle sila, since I don't have any penny left sumabit na lang ako sa likod nung ibang sasakyan na kasunod nila. When they stopped, I jumped from the vehicle I am hanging, since it was considerably fast, gumulong ako hangang sa kanal and to my surprised..my mom, who just came from the market saw the whole picture. She helped me get out from there with fiercing eyes.....napalo pa ako't napagalitan pagdating sa bahay..Shocks..my head was nearly crushed because of my crush...

First Date...
High School days..I met a beautiful girl who finds me attractive (and I'm still thinking why?...Hmmm, tama siguro sabi ni nanay) We went to the movie, Title of the pic is "Sinasamba Kita" It was my first date and I'm kinda nevous and I don't know what to expect..Stories of my classmates on their dates, in the movie theater were playing on my mind. Nang may sumigaw na SUNOGG!!! Oh my!!!everybody panicked and ran to the exit, we grab each other and did the same, my Polo uniform got ripped off as we get out and I've got a one foot scratch on my back..I was nearly half naked when we got out...Shocks may klase pa pala ako mamaya..I thought!!! Whew! I'll just leave the next scene in your imagination...

First Sex
Wala kang mababasa dito...censored eh.... (saka virgin pa ako!!!) LOL

First Major Accident
It was summertime, and my mom left me for an emergency in the province, I was with my father and cousins at home...., nagsaing si tatay at pinabantayan kay Likot (that's me!). Pogi! tawagin mo ako pag kumulo na, nasa itaas ako. And my cousins went out to play. Left alone my curious mind wanders...Bat kaya binombahan ni tatay 'to kanina? Subukan ko nga.....then there goes......the hot pot full of hot water and rice fell on me. Part of my face was wounded and my young body was damaged....now my face was healed...pogi pa rin (sabi ng nanay ko...walang kokontra!) but i have a map on half of my body, furthermore I got colorful nipples(ssshhhh, di ba bawal to?) one black and one brown. And now I understand why curiosity killed the cat........ARAY!! ANG SAAKKITTT!!!!

And now...My First blog....
Give me a place to stand and I will move the earth...those were the words of Einstein according to my review professor.
I'm quite wondering how could I influence, touched, entertain and contribute the people I don't know personnally and in the place where they all can reach me.
Now It's a dream come true.....Here's my mood, foolishness, idea, principle...aahhh whatever you may call it, indicated in my first blog..I can now move the earth co'z I have a place to stand. (ano nga ba isusunod ko???) Next time na lang......haba na eh...


Verse-Meal
Revelation 22:13
I am the Alpha and Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.

....Let God be GOD!!! And let Him be praise..He is the source of everything...